Amazing accumulations

You know, it is really amazing just how much stuff one accumulates in their lifetime. I mean, I'm only 23 and already have so much stuff--clothes, books, movies, music, memories and other things that I can't bear to throw away. All those little things that I know I will never use, yet still cannot rid myself of them. It's quite humorous when I think about it all.

No more malls for me!!!

Well, I had an interview at Blue Cross today for a position and have decided to take it. I was really excited about going to the music store, but have decided that the benefits and pay at Blue Cross are much better for me. Anyways, I had to tell my current manager that I'm staying for another few weeks and then tell the manager at the other store that I was not coming to work for them. It was kind of stressing, but he was very understanding. Anyways, three more weeks of retail. I think that I can handle that. It's going to be strange not having to work at the mall for Christmas, but I know that I will love it!!!

My future's so bright, I gotta wear shades!!!

Well, the past few weeks have been really rough on me physically, mentally, and emotionally, but now... Now, the light is shining at the end of the tunnel!! I went in Monday for another interview at the music store and was told that I had the job!! I turned in my notice at the clothing store I work at right after that. I only have a little more than a week there before I leave. It feels like the end of an era... I mean I have been with Lane Bryant for over five years and now I am leaving.

I'm starting to get a little nervous about this new job too. I mean, I am going to have to learn a whole new way of doing things and be the new person. I know that it will be strange at first, but after time, I will be able to do it perfectly!! I am so excited and cannot wait!!!

Friends

It's not often that I meet someone that I would truly consider a friend. I'm a very friendly person, and meet people very easily, but those people are aquaintances. It's very hard to find true friends, and I am very blessed to have a few true friends who I know would help me out in any way needed and I would do the same for them. I appreciate all my true friends, and love them all just like family.

Liquor

I'm not one to go off and get drunk. I just don't see the point of getting that trashed. I mean, if you can't remember what you were doing, what is the fun in it?? Tonight I was having a great time at my friend Jeff's birthday jam. A bunch of my friends were there. One of them was drinking liquor and started a huge fight, called us a bunch of names and basically scared the crap out of me. I am not a confrontational person at all, so that kind of stuff makes me ill. Anyways, I just don't understand the point of getting so trashed that you insult some of the best friends you have. It's really ridiculous when I think about it all. Ugh. What a frickin' wonderful night!!

House Arrest

Last night was one of the worst nights of my life. I was out with some friends and then we all left to go home. I was about to get on the interstate when a car came from the opposite direction with their high beams on. I thought I was getting on the entrance ramp, but miscalculated and went into a ditch. Fortunately some friends were behind me. We went to the house and tried to call a wrecker to get the car out. No one would come. I ended up going to sleep and sleeping for a while.

Now my family is upset with me. I totally understand that. Heck--I'm upset with me probably more so than they are. Anyways, so now I have a curfew. It's kind of funny when I think about it. Not only that, but my dad does not want me hanging out with one of my best friends in the world. I really do not know what to do right now. I am stuck at a crossroad. He already thinks that I'm lazy for not having a full-time job, but it's not like I'm not looking. I am so frustrated, and really have no clue what to do.

Right now, though I'm about to go to bed. Hopefully sleep will help me out.